Those Wings Block Hatred
For a few moments, I stood there and looked to the distance. A student named Paul paced up and down the concourse of five of us, getting uncomfortably close, half-smirking, asking us what we believed in. "Talk to me," he urged, "you can talk."
This went on for a few days almost dutifully. Each afternoon, later, when the dipping sun stained the ground orange and the wind picked up along the corridors of the mall. Unseasonably cool at times, we could not prepare all that well for a chilly evening but we felt resolve at being silent for far too long. The wings came off and the vengeance took its place.
You see, Brother Jed has been a fixture on our campus for many years. A sensationalist firebrand certainly to a fault, Jed preaches condemnation for a number of sins including masturbation, fornication, homosexuality, lying, theft, adultery, and improper dress and manners. His damnations are interspersed with flashbacks of his former life as a participant in the hippie movement, working as a counselor at a college (and having no shame about sleeping with young women who sought his help), and traveling to Northern Africa to study under a yogi prior to converting to Christianity. Jed, along with his wife and children, identifies as a non-denominational Christian, though his overemphasis on the teachings of the Old Testament sound suspiciously Southern Baptist to me.
If anything, he is successful at drawing a crowd, and students in attendance have reported that they have never seen so many gather around.
President Shelton might have cause for alarm considering the number of students willing to skip class so that they may sunbathe and heckle the preacher and his party. I, for one, am happy to carry a sign at least once during his visits with some contrarian message. The first was "Free hugs for the damned." The second: "On the twelfth day, Jesus said, 'That's not what the fuck I meant!' " Apparently, some other kid counterpreaching the salvation of one certain Ceiling Cat has copied my phrase onto his own sign. Another student with spray-painted silver hair yells similar concerns about having been misquoted from the writers of the Bible. A few men on bicycles have circled him while speaking, some gay students usually feel comfortable hugging, kissing, or undressing during his homosexuality sermons, and one girl surprised me by flashing him. While rumors circulate of him having chased students whom have shared lewd gestures, Jed has behaved himself thus far. He simply replies that women can't help but expose themselves in his presence.
I, in turn, threw up a little.
The angels stood steadfast, silent despite goading. On the third day, they turned their backs to the heckler and faced the crowd, dutifully handing out pocket flyers. In addition to protesting Jed's presence, the group, representing the university's Pride Alliance, commemorated the ten-year anniversary of the death of Matthew Shepard. Their message seems simple enough: that so long as people are allowed to preach hate, disadvantaged groups will continue to be the targets of that hatred and atrocities will continue to surface unless more proactive stands are taken. This means supporting and strengthening hate crime legislation, for certain, and to take stronger measures toward generating real legal equalities for members of minority groups.
One activist, Kira Johnson, used utilities on Facebook to express her pride and gratitude for her fellow participants. She says:
You guys are all amazing. My friend from work sent me an angel...so I felt it necessary to send all of my angels an angel. Keep up all of your hard work. I know it gets a bit windy out there and we all feel like human kites, but you have to remember why we are out there: to send a positive message to those walking by and tell them that Brother Jed's words cannot and will not reach everyone! I love you all, and you are all angels in my eyes.I believe in my heart of hearts that Jed honestly believes that he is doing what his Creator intends for him to do; it's the execution that fails miserably. Students openly and unabashedly heckle him and his wife for their tirades, yet feel equally frustrated by being rebuffed for their honest questions. It is when the free speech area closes down for the day that students talk among themselves about faith, life, good and evil, and the deeper meaning of spirituality -- responses that I deeply appreciate even in my own journey of becoming a "good agnostic," if you will. For me, the challenge is in proving the existence of a sound moral sensibility without the spoonfeeding of organized religion. Needless to say, Sister Cindy simply advised me to become a Christian. I echoed the very same face of discontent as someone who felt as if they were not being listened to.
The good reverend has extended his stay through Tuesday of next week. The angels will stand guard, and we will take our place on the knoll. We will boo, shout, jeer, and wrestle. We will hug and cheer each other in our cogence, and we will support each other with sympathetic ears whenever we feel misunderstood. The real irony is that the heathen shows more openness than the disciple.






